A whole lot of something.

It’s so much more sad when you’re (I’m) aware of your own sadness.

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:41:25 +0800

It’s so much more sad when you’re (I’m) aware of your own sadness.

sfux: i feel like people who eat breakfast really have their lives together

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 14:59:44 +0800

sfux:

i feel like people who eat breakfast really have their lives together

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I used to be a dreamer. I don’t know if I still am. I used to dream of happy things, and now...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 03:55:15 +0800

I used to be a dreamer. I don’t know if I still am.

I used to dream of happy things, and now all I can see are harsh realities.

I feel that I’m just watching from the sidelines. Watching other people live my dreams. I don’t envy them. I mean: I do envy them, but the sadness (of the realization that the things they are experiencing wont happen to me) is greater than the envy, which makes me forget about being jealous.

And it’s not like I choose to be envy. I really don’t want to be envious of them. But these are dreams I’ve wanted and dreamt for so long.

So I’m left sad. Lonely, and with envy.

There are dreams that cannot be.

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Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:45:26 +0800

detruisons: paris by mykonos. on Flickr.

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detruisons:

paris by mykonos. on Flickr.

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Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:44:39 +0800

"1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go..."

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:44:30 +0800

“1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

9. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

10. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.”

- Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness (via pigmenting)

busterposy: for busterposeyy28, who desperately needed it ;p

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:41:22 +0800

busterposy:

for busterposeyy28, who desperately needed it ;p

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"The saddest people always try their best to make other people happy. It’s because they know what..."

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:39:46 +0800

“The saddest people always try their best to make other people happy. It’s because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless, and they don’t want anybody else to feel that way.”

- (via thoughtsonfire)

misplacedunderthesky: tanzdreamer | via Tumblr on We Heart It -...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:11:42 +0800

misplacedunderthesky:

tanzdreamer | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/64246729/via/littleadorableprincess

Hearted from: http://tanzdreamerr.tumblr.com/post/52562525323

gentlemancomplex: Morning style

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:10:34 +0800

gentlemancomplex:

Morning style

The Dapper King: Earth to Bottega Veneta

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:10:25 +0800

The Dapper King: Earth to Bottega Veneta:

mrtylerkilby:

I tend to do this thing where I sift through the fashion show catalogues on GQ to see what is on-trend and in-season, and also to fall in love with pieces that I will never be able to afford. Mostly the second part. One of the recent slideshows that I looked through was the Bottega Veneta…

yourstyle-men: Style For Menwww.yourstyle-men.tumblr.com

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 01:08:52 +0800

yourstyle-men:

Style For Men

www.yourstyle-men.tumblr.com